Oh, man, am I tired!

I am just tired of being who I am! I wish I could just run off to some distant land and just spend some time finding me! I told my husband that I just wanted to coexist for awhile. He didn't take that news very well, but what is a guy to do! Anyway, I am tired of being Julie of the Love Boat and I just want to be me. I want to find out just who I am. I want so many things that I can't have, so it is important that I accept just what I can. I want to have a business. I want to be successful. I want to make a mark in the world. I don't really know what I want! Am I crazy? Do I need therapy? I don't know. I just know that I'm not happy. Maybe I will find answers in the next faze of my life!